Maybe They Arnt

I wish that I could fake my feelings in real life as easily as I do through text.

I think things would be some much easier then. I wouldn’t have to be concerned about people worrying about me. Thats the last thing that I want. And after last night all I can do is fake how I feel towards him. Why? Because I don’t have any reason to be hurt or depressed but I can’t help but be. He’s been constantly asking me if I am ok, all I can say is ‘I’m fine’. I doubt he believes me but oh well. What can I do? I can’t tell him whats wrong. Though he is the only guy I can trust right now, I just don’t feel as though I can tell him how I feel. Its terrible.